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Wow. I've spent rather a lot of today going through my entries from 2003. I started because I was trying to figure out how I dealt with my last lay off (back in May 2003), but I've been reading through the whole series of entries with horrified fascination realizing that not only is this all going to end with me getting a job that I really loved, but that all of the support I'm getting during this period of time from my four girlfriends (C, R, M, and I) is about to evaporate at the end of the summer, leading to the state of extreme distress that plunged me so deep into depression that only the magic wonder of J, P, L & L here in the UK was able to pull me back out. And I'm still damaged from those girls turning their backs on me. And it's 2011. Wow.

I've been in a pretty good mood still from this last weekend but somehow I'm thinking I'd better stop reading this stuff so I can stay in a good state. But really, these postcards from another life are amazing for me to read now. Wish I'd known [livejournal.com profile] varina8 and [livejournal.com profile] ms_vermilion back then, things could have gone a lot differently. Not a one of the people I wrote about over the three months of reading I did is talking to me now.

Date: 2011-04-12 06:52 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] varina8.livejournal.com
I do too.

Date: 2011-04-13 04:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] webcowgirl.livejournal.com
There were so many things we should have been doing together. :-)

Date: 2011-04-12 10:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ms-vermilion.livejournal.com
It's weird plunging backwards into those volatile times of upheaval, isn't it? Since I don't know those fickle friends of yours it's hard to say anything about the situation, but it's difficult to imagine any legitimate reasons for people being so awful to you.

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